So this is it! They’ve fixed me to the mating frame and in a minute they’ll tie my teat rings down to stop me moving and then he’ll go behind me and… But he’s so big! He’ll split me in two, I know he will. No that’s silly. I’m frightened. I wish it would all be over. No I don’t. I want it. I’m so wet down there but I don’t want it. Yes I do. No. Yes. Oh!…