"i can do it... i am going to reach that line, and then i will come back the other way... i can keep my back arched just enough to make it right with my arms. But my breasts become so heavy... i can hear one of them , so close to me saying:

'It's impossible to stand in that position, so erectly, without two conditions. First she must go down slowly, managing somehow to halt at the right place. Second, she needs the help of the trap knotted to her bellybutton ring. The length gives the balance. If you cut this trap, the girl falls down immediately.'

"i can't hear more because i must go on, but he is right - it's not far from truth... Normally, i can keep the right position without any help... but today my breasts are so heavy... Usually, i am not so heated up, but there are too many people tonight, and it's more difficult... There are still seven steps... and i will make a little stop, turn on my heel and make my way back in the other direction...

"Mistress Gina is not there. There are no women in the hall. So i was angry for nothing, she will not see what they did to my hair to fashion a tail for me... She loves my blonde hair... She said she wanted to offer my hair to her mother, who was ill and lost her own with chemo treatment... i was so happy to to think i would be useful to her... Old Mistress had always been so kind to me..."